Inside

I wish I could have what I really want in life. What I wish I could have most of all in life is terribly hard to find.

What I really want more than anything in life is someone who will hold me while I cry. Someone who will not say everything will be okay to me, who will not attempt to dry my tears. I just can't find this person which should tell me to facilitate it myself. But if that's the case, I don't know if I can do that.

My guitar haunts people because it's me trying to hold myself in comfort.

I think I might have found someone who could be that person but I have no idea if I'm just living out a heavy projection.

I miss my lover yet I feel softness in the new that was missing in the old. What the Fuck is going on?